In the v first place, i dun feel anything, till someone came telling me, gal, do u feel tat u're using him to forget unhappy stuff, at first i tot i was and i started thinking back and sorting out my tots. Realise tat I actually feel so comfortable being wif u, u gave me a type of feeling tat i nv had be4, really do feel happy being wif u. At times i do hope u're there wif me, at times u do affect my mood. Yet, at times u really drive me nuts, at times u do confuss me. Why is it so? Till nw i still cant find the ans. But still im really happy wif my life nw =) Off to bed....