Friday, December 17, 2010
hais, been feeling damn bad for the past week.. unhappiness flooded me.. HELP!!!!
Monday, December 13, 2010
great, ever since the day u told me she move back i feel damn wad.. up till today, everytime when u rant about her to me i feel so irritated.. u make me feel so unhappy do u know it? it seems like u're taking everything for granted.. sometimes im thinking, did u ever spare a tot for me when u do something? i feel so tired for always sparing a tot for u whenever i do something. alot of things i didnt say doesnt mean i'm fine with it. i just dont wish to add on ur burden and make u feel more stress up.. but, at the end of the day, im the one feeling really bad here. u will nv noe what im going thru and how im feeling deep inside me. sometimes, i just hope tat u could actually put urself in my shoe and think of how im gonna feel and wad im actually going to.. u need time, i also need time, the only different is tat i dun have so much time for u.. do u understand???!!!!
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
im back fr my trip. hmmm, if u were asking how's the trip, i would have no comment and i would say the only best thing is tat i have him by my side for 3days tat's all. tml is the day im going back to strive hard again. i seriously miss those kids =) haas!! well, dunno why but im wondering if u nv appear right fr the start how will my life be now? i really dunno... but still, for nw i'll treasure everything and give u my best and all. i dunwan anymore regret.. even if the outcome might not be wad i hope for it's alright. at least i noe i've given my best. it's gonna be a long day for me tml and it's time for me to tuck in.. jiayou jiayou!! =)