feeling was indeed bad today. was still wondering should i accept tat job offer as the working hrs is really wrong. if i were to accept i would hve no time wif u le, when i knock off u're already at pub. been thinking ever since i recieve the call ytd. hmmm, nw i have a conclusion.. remember once we was toking and i told u to nu li in order to yang wo, thou im just kidding n ur reply was y not i nu li or we nu li together, and tis is the motivation.. and fr wad u say today really make me make up my mind on accepting tis job. the feeling u gave me today is so so different fr the past. did i actually think too much or my senses is right? u ask me am i afraid as u're a bad guy. to be true i am, im really scare. but still i wanna believe myself and also believe u. but if wad u said was real den i could only accept the fact tat im indeed dumb and stupid to have believe wad u said all tis while and tat i nv learn my lesson again. also means tat im gonna fall hard again tis time. pls dun let tis happen.