im wondering wad so wrong bout tat question, it's just a question n u gave me such big impact uhs. u say it's fragile, den i would say, if just cus of a question, it's even more fragile. afterall, i do feel ease seeing ur first reply, as i noe tat all along im right. but did u ever think back? why were i to ask such question, as simple as tat, NO SENSE OF SECURE. thinking back who am i to ask for a sense of secure fr u.. u just dun understand. u're always saying trust trust trust, nw im asking u, hw much trust u have on me? i do trust u, but on the other hand i dun trust myself, or i should say, ive no confident in myself at all. ppl asking, wad am i waiting for, i dunno either. thinking back for the past 5years ive been waiting be it who im wif, wait and wait, but at the end of the day i dun even noe wad im waiting for. it's really tiring waiting and waiting, esp when u wait in vain. did u ever think of hw am i feeling all tis while? nw let me tell u, WAITING. tat's the only word i could say. i dunno wad ure thinking, but if cus of such thing and things turn up lidat im really speechless. tossing on my bed the whole night, waiting for ur reply but none. ppl always say, singlehood is the best, but i dun enjoy it at all. 4months, for the first 2months i could say it's hell for me, after tat i start to vex over things i shouldnt have vex when im single. i used to like singlehood, as it's so carefree, but nw i simply hate it. seems like hanging there in the air. im vex, i feel the pain. ARGHH!!!!
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