started my first day of swimming plan today, it's damn tiring. just 12 laps and it's killing me, have no stamina at all. time to cut dw on all the unhealthy stuff. well, decided not to hold back myself le, since in the first place i choosen tis path i should continue, like u said :when u choose to climb the hill, u know that never let go of both hand in order not to fall to the ground, believe and success =) even if i were to fall hard, i dunwan to fall wif regrets. so im gonna follow the way my hearts leads. hopefully the outcome will be a gd one, who wanna fail right? currently im feeling so damn tired, was drinking wif darling and co last night, slept at 3plus and i woke up at 7.15 tis morning. im really a totally changed person, mum and aunt was shock by me going swimming early in the morning all alone. starting i cant even believe myself doing such things, but it's really a gd start, im learning to be independent. will also be having my diet meal fr today on, whoo hoo ~~ I WANNA LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST IN THE MOST HEALTHY WAY! I WAN HEALTHY LIFESTYLE.. =) no more falling ill and having pain here and there like an old woman, hees!! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!