Saturday, September 18, 2010
it another weekend, but i doesnt like tis weekend at all seriously!! i'm so used to spending my weekend wif u by my side, suddenly u're not there with me.. hmmm.. hate such feeling.. u said i just wanna go clubbing, actually u're wrong.. at first, i just doesnt wan to stay at home, doesnt wanna think. so drinking is my best friend, at least at tat moment i noe tat im enjoying and im happy. aftermath, it was only when u're not by my side or when im waiting for u to knock off and clubbing and pubbing is the only place i could go. and since im free to do anything i could y not. today, i nv wanna go, just wish tat u were there by my side but things and situation doesnt allow, and i seriously doesnt wanto stay home.. so.. hais!! sick, i hate sucha feeling. i dun mention doesnt mean that im fine with it, voicing out doesnt mean that i cant tk it. contradicting!!!!!