22/01/2011.. today i made uo my mind.. dont want see u lidat anymore.. i let go! no matter how much i dun wish to i dun wan to i have to.. promise me u will be happy and be in bliss alright? i dunno how to deal with the pain and everything, but i will walk through, i will.. 2person in pain, why not let me be the only one handling all the pain and unhappiness.. im sorry!